A brief experience of timelessness

This is an old post I am leaving up as a testimony of my coming to Jesus Christ, who had mercy on me and brought me to his truth, and through his truth gave me a new heart and a sinless body born again in Jesus Christ.

Because I felt abandoned by God and did not see myself as a sinner, I tore up and burnt the pages of a King James Bible (the second bible I ruined after doing the same to a miniature bible I received when I was stationed at Ft. Stewart, GA) around the time I wrote this posted it, and I think the biblical literature on our judgment was a reflection of that, I believe this was the very beginnings of my inner conviction, and the tipping point of my satanic beliefs into the belief in Jesus Christ.

 I still had no  solidified realization of the truth of but the realization that he is the only begotten son of God that was crucified for our sins was coming into the forefront of my mind. The following year I would come to the epiphany of Jesus Christ as true and real, and everything the bible speaks about him is true.

During this time I was still getting high and watching Youtube video after Youtube video on God, religion, heaven and hell and the history of our world, all of the information coming in was pointing to the truth of Jesus Christ, and conviction continued to sink into my heart.

I feel in my heart that by leaving these old posts up here will help unbelievers, such as I was when I wrote these, in a seemingly endless search for the true God,to come to the same conclusion that I came to, That The bible is the true written word of God, his words are perfect, infallible and can fill you with perpetual joy knowing that even in our sin Christ loved us enough to sacrifice himself for us on the Cross, for God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son Jesus Christ, that whoever may believe on him may not perish but inherit eternal life (John3:16). Psalms 12:6-8 says; The Words of the lord are infallible, they are like silver tried in the fiery furnace under the earth (Hell; Sheol, Hades, Gehanna and Tarturus) and purified seven times.

I have learned through reading the Bible, prayer and fasting and believing firmly that Jesus Christ is the only Begotten Son of God who died for our sins that we can put them to death by repenting for them, in turn he will wash us clean as snow and show us how to love him more and more, everyday. For that is the ultimate purpose of life, to love and know God just as he loves and knows us, in so doing we can partake in his will, which will be done and whos kingdom will prevail on earth, just as it is in heaven.

God bless everyone reading these posts, and may the Holy Spirit of the Father and our Lord and savior Jesus Christ come into you, just as it came into me.

Saturday, October 24, 2020

 

 

  I experienced an amanita muscaria high back in November, and I remember I could somehow sense Adam and Eve waving at me, they caught my attention somehow, through space and time, cause I knew that they inhabit the timeless realm and always have.  I waved back to them, knowing to face south-east, cause that’s where Satan has resided now, for eons.  I had to write on the wall to prove to them that I knew what they were doing, and why. It was a simple, mechanical procedure, relying soley on the mechanics of the physical realm, but I just knew that for some reason it needed to be performed in order to ensure the rest of humanity catches on to what I had already knew at that particular point in time…that there really was no time, and all that ever was and all that ever will be has already happened, is happening right now, everything has already played out.  The Titans once knew this, but they fell down into denser reality anyway, for some inexplicable reason.  I also sensed that there was something there, some important entity, ephemeral in that present space-time reality, but then I sensed it leave just as soon as it had come, as if it knew that I was not ready for the higher spiritual doorways at that time, as I had vomited two or three times due to my failure to fast before hand.  I had learned after that trip to fast for at least two days, that way your body will be prepared to handle the drugs effects, and you can effectively enter the higher realms.

Corruption of Earthly Matter (omitted)

 

Once Upon A Time

A vast and limitless dome of light stretches above, nothing but a blinding light, that in itself is pure consciousness, the sole embodiment of everything that ever was, and everything that ever will be.  We’re observing it as if underneath, where a vast and deep ocean inhabits an abyss which surrounds it.  It’s the abyss that’s its own unconscious, receiving the glory and love of its own awakened conscious, shining down, ebbing into a deep and murky blackness, of which a formless void will become terraformed into a concave paradisaical Earth.  But as of now, it is an unfathomably deep watery abyss, a murky, unconscious, and chaotic womb, that is bringing in the dawn of the first morning of Luciferian consciousness.